I never thought I would actually be able to do it without someone telling me that it needed to be done, but I did. Today I told him that I am not waiting around for him anymore just to keep being pulled along by a string. He seems to think he isn't doing anything of the sort but he definitely is. It's just a guy thing, he just doesn't want to admit it. I thought it would be a lot harder than it was. It was actually kind of uplifting. Sometimes of the day I felt very sad like I just wanted to take it back and just tell him I would wait it out. Other times I felt like I am doing this for me and it is a good thing to almost rub it in his face that I will no longer let him pull me around.
What's meant to be will always find it's way right? If that really is the case, then if we were meant to be anyway, it will happen. Maybe after letting myself finally be assertive, he will realize that I am serious and that I will not let him control how I feel about this situation. Maybe he will realize that he wasn't taking my feelings into consideration and that he wants to be with me? I guess if it's meant to be then it will find it's way right?
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